March 2012
wake up: exhausted
12 pm: exhausted
3 pm: fucking exhausted
5 pm: really fucking exhausted
7 pm: about to pass out
bed time: the energy of 5 million condensed suns
teacher: why didn't you do your homework
me: well i did open up my backpack and take out the homework directions but then my phone buzzed so you know i had to answer that, then i got a notification on facebook and this person i am crushing on told me i looked cute, so then i had to text my best friend, and then i went on tumblr and i had to answer the messages i got and set up a queue and blog about absolutely nothing but i still did that, then i had to eat some noms, then i got a phone call from my friend and talked, then my mom yelled at me to go to bed, but i snuck my computer in and it was about 2 am, then i fell asleep round 4 am and then i came to school and slept until you whacked me with papers asking me why i didn't do my homework.
teacher: .....
February 2012
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welcome-tohell:
I’m actually really worried that nobody will ever fall in love with me.
step one: take out homework
step two: reward self with two hours of internet for getting that far
mols:
The problem is, if I think you’re about to hurt me, I won’t just pull away, I’ll disappear. No questions, no confrontation, no explanation, not a peep. I’ll just disappear. And you’ll be left wondering what the hell happened, where did you — where did we — when did everything go so wrong.
mols:
I think you could fall in love with anyone if you saw the parts of them no one else gets to see. Like if you followed them around invisibly for a day and saw them crying in their bed at night or singing in the shower or humming quietly to themselves as they make a sandwich or even just walking along the street. And even if they were really weird and had no friends at school, I think, after...
me: I should go shower now
(five minutes later)
(another five minutes later)
(yet another five minutes later)
(more five minute intervals)
someone: (goes into the bathroom)
me: wow fuck you I was JUST about to go take a shower
They say you should never give up, but the truth...
